Just a Lil Positive Nudge

I am a hard worker. And sometimes I work so hard I forget why I work to begin with.

The auditions are around the corner. And as usual, I have worked myself into a giant mess. Stressed, sick, and negative.

All my positiveness. It fleets from me. Ahhh...here it comes--THE meltdown. The pattern I have worked into myself since I was a little girl.

I was just reading my Bible--a gift from my ex boyfriend in Malaysia just before I left to the US. In it, I found a bookmark which I've forgotten I had. I hid it in my Bible a long time ago because I did not want my parents to find it. (The bookmark had an inscription that read "I Love you")
Besides that point, the bookmark's theme was:
A positive attitude makes a long and difficult journey easy.

What use to be a forgotten Valentine's Day gift has just became a sweet lil' positive nudge to get me through my day.

I have chosen a difficult path. But regret it I shall and will not for it is a path that will get me closer to my dream.

Thanks Doug Doug for your sweet lil' gift.