What the Hell am I Doing?

Filling up these applications is making me wonder why I am doing what I'm doing.
Why pursue this?
It's such an expensive career without instant gratification.
Why pursue it? How did I get here? Do I have what it takes--the amount of courage and determination to never believe in what is impossible? The strength to pull myself together?

3 down! 2 more to go.

Wish me luck!