Why not?

So many days have I just sat at home. Wondering and worrying over what steps I must take.

I repeatedly conclude those questions with...
" I don't know. "
And frustratedly bit my nails till the end of those day.

Why do I not know?
Well, because I have not done enough. I have not done anything.
What I do have is lack of courage.
And the ability to blame others.
Because I have just been depending on the vehicles around me to drop me off at places and pick me up whenever I needed them to.
I have done nothing to find out what I must do and want to do for myself.

My husband and I have come to realize that we must go for it.

Why not?
What's stopping us but ourselves.

It is such an energetic phrase, isn't it?

Why not?

The excitement that comes with it.

The only way to answer that question is to go out into the unknown.
Is it not our lives to live?
And our adventures to fulfill?
We were born into this world not knowing...
in order for us to have a reason to live--to know.
So why have I just been sitting here-
not really happy about not knowing..
not content...
dissatisfied...?

So, why not change that?

Right?

I have the passion, I have the training, I have some knowledge.

Why not?

:)